What if i disappeared, how lovely that sounds, leave everyone behind, leave this life and all its troubles, walk away from everyone and everything, oh how that sounds amazing, not to worry about the lies and deception of others, not to worry about anyone except myself, be lost in the world of my imagination, have nothing to care about.. and oh how easy i would make everyone’s life. the thought plaques me that there really isn’t a soul that worries about me, not really. not truly one, it’s all pretend and pretenses, all lies and fakes, not a friend – not a soul, they wouldn’t notice – no one would. i could fly off and walk away and that would be the end of everyone’s troubles….. how that hurts to think about. Wonder if i disappeared all day, everyday, i am just one in seven billion not worth anyone’s tears…. sad to say.
softly-transcending 